Saturday, August 13, 2005

Hi nerds, well, I'm still hanging out in St. Louis, working at a grocery store. Management promoted me a few days ago and now I'm head of the liquor department. It's not what I envisioned straight out of college but it's a step up in my silly little world. Also picked up a job teaching tennis to maniacal children at the local park. That's been a blast so far, although once Fall gets here all the kids go back to school and outdoor tennis lessons cease.
I came oh so close to going to Utah with that wierdo Lindsay Armstrong--ok, she's actually pretty cool and not that wierd. RedCliffs asked me to come out, but in the end I decided logistics (aka driving 1300 miles, renting an apt, and working 8 days on/ 6 off, were not stacked in my favor.) It probably would have been fun, I almost succombed to that flighty temptress adventure, and I regret not going in a lot of ways, but eh, I decided to read Desert Solitaire instead. Read it and you'll understand why. The Alaska fishing boat thing didn't work out. I was told that I was top 10 out of 60+ applicants, but still it's disappointing. Still waiting on a few journalism spots. It's so hard to get a damn interview. I sent applications to the Montana Conservation Corps today and plan on zipping another one off in the morning for a Fisheries Tech job in Everett Washington with the WCC. These are the first Americorps applications I've got around to filling out. Oh laziness how I loathe thee.
Mmm, O'Fallon's Peach Wheat Beer is tasty! I tried it last night, finished a 6-pack, and ventured out to get another one. I like most things peach I've decided. I've been reading lots--man I love reading. Finished Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince, The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Desert Solitaire, and Cosmos most recently. I've gone camping and floating several times too; this last weekend with my dad and some of my second-cousins. I slept outside one of the nights and got attacked by an armadillo. We sat around the fire, cooked Pineapple Upside-Down Cake, played washers, Thirteen, fished some, it was great.
Some new neighbors cut down eight trees a few days ago--as it were, all the trees in their yard. Monstrous ecologically valuable trees. It must have cost them a fortune, and I'm sure their air conditioning bill is going to skyrocket. It's been sort of a fiasco--the whole neighborhood's sad about it, mostly cuz three of the trees were planted on Arbor Day by the previous owner's children to honor their father. I worked for the man, Mr. Bass, a little old German immigrant, when I was growing up. He was one of the kindest, gentlest souls to grace my life, the kind of man who would come over and help other people in their yards into his late 90's. He built that house and several others on the block and died recently at the ripe age of 99, still raking leaves, gardening, and taking care of his yard til his dying day. These fucks just moved right in and turned the place into urban blight. It makes me heartsick. His kids drive by the house all the time, and they are going to be ill.
Despite what you might think, I'm not a "tree-hugger." I just think people should think about the effects of their actions. Hacking down eight freaking trees in Kirkwood, the Greentree City, is ridiculous. The idiot just didn't want to pick up gumballs. That's his damn excuse. People have a right to do what they want to their property, and certainly things change, but for those of us who knew Mr. Bass, there's a sense of sadness. The whole thing has turned my mom into a community tree activist, which is funny.
I wish somebody was here to teach me the guitar. I can't very well be a rockstar until I learn the guitar. Screw this teaching myself crap.
Later.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Pete! What is an email address I can reach you at? In any case, I'll start here: Can I borrow those social theory books you have? I'm taking a soc. anthro. seminar this fall and could really use them. I promise to get them back to you as soon as I'm done. Also, good luck with the travelling.

Christina, I'm jealous of your travelling. ;) I loved Italy. Keep up the fun.

I'm feeling more settled here. Just yesterday I glanced out into our living room and it struck me that the place feels pretty much like it's home now. I'm liking it. The downside is that Matt is now working about 10 hours a day (he's in a junior prof's lab, and it sounds like the guy works all the time ... and so do his students, subsequently) while I bum around at home. I haven't been able to meet any other anthro students yet, and I haven't seen any younger people (i.e. people without kids in tow) with whom I could socialize around our apartment complex during the day. So I basically just do whatever I feel like, which would be nice except that it's getting a bit boring and lonely. At the same time, I'm staying in shape and getting better at guitar because of it. And reading. oh man, reading. Also, I scored a pair of free tickets to see Our Lady Peace tomorrow night, so at least I'm getting out some. :D

Tomorrow morning i hop on a train to newark, then one to new york, then pittsburgh, then chicago. Just in time. Just as i start getting a little sick of new jersey. (it only took about a week). It's now 97 degrees outside, as it has been for the last... i don't know how many days. It hasnt rained in a month or so. I am without a car for the first time... in my life actually, if you count reliance on parents. I left Derrick with Emily on the farm. Emily needs a vehicle, and traffic and parking are nothing but a pain in college towns. I'll buy a bike first thing when i get to Urbana. Derrick always did prefer the countryside anyway.

Took the bus to go visit John in county jail monday. Fuck. If you ever get convicted of something you didn't do, run away. I am not joking. Drop bail, pack your things, leave the country, and never look back. John looked like all the blood had been sucked out of him. He doesn't get enough to eat or drink, doesn't get enough to read, doesn't get enough materials to write with, he can't tape pictures to the concrete, he doesn't get the proper migrane medications, he's forced under penalty of beating to take medications that were not prescribed to him, the tv goes full blast all day and night. He is in constant pain from hard floors, hard mattresses; he gets 45 minutes to excercise every other day. His blood pressure went up 50% in three weeks or so. Do murderers and rapists deserve this? Maybe. Thieves and pot peddlers? Probably not. Innocent people... ... ... just run to Honduras or something. Nobody will find you.

I really feel the sense of starting over right now. Nervous and excited like a schoolboy bracing himself to walk in as the new kid on the first day of school. Who will i be? What will this place make me? I turned over the magic 8 ball to find out. It came up "your'e in charge." I never believed in magic 8 balls anyway.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

I think I decided to move to Venezia. I fell in love with the city! We arrived on a saturday night and it was just amazing. i couldn't believe all the little shops lit up along all the tiny little alleys on our way to drop off our bags. There are NO cars! It is just tiny little alleys and little bridges because everywhere you go there are little canals. I just can't believe that this city hasn't dropped into the ocean by now. my 'little' sister is now 18! She turned 18 in venice. a birthday to remember I hope. Oh man It is just so beautiful. i wish I could get away from my family for a little while but at the same time I wouldn't want to wander around alone. Five people just gets to be a little too much when you are trying to make descisions and navigate crowds. I couldn't stop smiling when we took the commuter boat down the grand canal and everthing was lit up. sigh. oh man I miss friends. My family is great and all but there is just a completely different relationship with my friends that I can't duplicate with my family. I am so excited to get home and see people again. i feel kinda isolated. anyhow I hope everything is going well. and drew you have to remember that you need crazies on both sides to have the EAF. who knows chris is pretty crazy, maybe he can pull it off. of course you are irreplaceable. ( :
peace everyone!
Christina