Saturday, June 22, 2002

41 Grandview Ave.
North Plainfield, NJ
07060-4122

i keep writing these as seperate entries because when i adjust the size of the window, everything gets erased, so i just post as i go along to keep that from happening. Toxicity by System of a Down is a kick-ass album. zach is the one who started the fire. There's no question about it. I want him arrested and prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law, which, in Colorado i think is death by incineration.
adam emailed me awhile ago and then i emailed him back awhile ago and he never returned it. I don't know where he is. I never get to use my brother's computer because he has graduated college and does not have a job, and he spends literally all of his time in front of the damn thing. So i will not be posting on Blogger all that often probably. I like letters better anyway.

if i got a tattoo it would be "I LOVE SATAN" in big letters right on my forehead. There are actually two good reasons to do this:
1. no one would ever take me seriously again. and this would be beneficial to all of us.
2. no one would ever hire me for a job, so i would be forced into doing what i really want to do with my life which is be a railroad bum/hermit/wanderer.

oh boy peole have written so much i just can't keep up. This is my life: i work like a dog. Then i come home, eat dinner and then hang out with Michele. Very little variation there. I want to wander and visit people sooo bad but i don't know if i will make enuff money to pay parents back owed money, make Derrick work nice, and go on trip. Derrick does have a new windshield already though. I hope he passes inspection next month cuz if he doesn't, i'm screwed. Oh, no i am doing something else interesting this summer. I am teaching myself to see without glasses. I have been trying to do this for years. My mommie bought me this program that has eye excercizes of all types. It might be a scam... i don't know... I insist it can be done.

Friday, June 21, 2002

OOOOHHHHHHH

Personally if I got a tattoo I would shave a small patch of hair right in the middle of my head so that you could only see it from above(kind of like the one Sam had, except right in the middle) It would read "what the fuck are you looking at", because if you're going to do it ya might as well go all out. Am I right or what?...huh...ok maybe not but it would be a trip.

Thursday, June 20, 2002

to amanda,
no i have not heard from craig. and yes i am going back early because if we want to take over for people who have breakdowns durring the year we have to go through training. yay for your fridge that you don't like that you should bring.
to zach,
YAYYYYYY you are back from the burned state.... .oh still there? good. anyway your message made me laugh... i like that.
carrie,
i am SOOOOOO happy that you found people and that they are not scary and whatnot. i can't wait to see you and everyone else again. you better have fun.
arie,
you called me? my mom said you would call back but i have not heard from you. whazzup? and what is your address? i say yay for little kids because then people make toys for the little kids and then i can play with them... tee hee....( :
sam,
yay for getting a job even if it sucks to get it. if you really got a tatoo what would it be of? i would get... i really don't want anything tatoed on my body forever but i guess i would get some kind of flower or something.... sonething simple and small. not a rose. a lily? a pansy? i don't know.... i did find a job but like amanda it is just the job i had before. the movie theatre. ugh... i hate people and how EVERYONE wants a HUGE FREAKING BUCKET OF POPCORN AND THEN THEY SPILL IT ALL OVER EVERYTHING AND I HAV E TO CLEAN IT UP!!! ugh...

has anyone talked to adam? i haven't heard from him since last wednesday. i sent him a letter on thursday.... and friday and saturday and two on monday. no reply. hmmmm where is he? i miss everyone and i wish i was back at school, far away from any popcorn messes or smells...... that powdered cheese smells like puke... seriously, i am NOT kidding! talk to you all soon.

Wednesday, June 19, 2002

Dun dun Duuuuuuuuun... Rising from the ashes our hero emerges, and as he takes his first breath his nose tingles with a strange piney odor. Just then he realizes that THE WHOLE DAMN STATE IS ON FIRE!!! Well, not really, but it was pretty damn smokey this morning. Don't worry Christina, I'm tough, I can take it. Well this is the first time I've been able to use a computer in ages, I'm been hopping around quite a bit. Right now I'm staying at my friend Derek's house while him and his family are in Ohio so it's pretty odd being alone in this big house but it's great for hangin with my friends. To my suprise I am a bum no longer! I started delivering pizza's at Domino's this last week and let me tell you that the money is pretty good, but it all evens out when you have to pay for all your living expensies. I've been spending every waking minute(meaning from 2 pm-5am) either working or hanging out with my friends. I might go on a road trip with some friends to San Fransico! woooo hooo! Well I gots ta go but I'll talk to all yall's later. Oh, by the way I don't think I'll have a permenent address at any time this summer so letters will be hard but I send all my love out to everyone.

PEACE OUT

Tuesday, June 18, 2002

I had my wisdoms pulled 2 years ago at christmas. I feel sorry for you sam. I found a job! Actually I just went back to where I worked last year, Octopus Car wash. It isn't fun, but it is a pay check. My e-mail is heaven_13_83@yahoo.com (that is for carrie, but anyone can use it) I have a question, actually 2 for christina. 1. have you heard from craig? 2. are you going back early even if you are still an alternate by sept 1? I think i am going to move in early, but I was wondering what you were going to do. My address, for those of you who like to write letters, is 1092 Long Road Harmon, IL 61042. I got a new cell phone for my b-day. my number is 815-973-4376. I have free nights and weekends, so you can call me if you want. I just want my phone to ring. I feel special when it rings. I have a fridge to bring as well, although it is small and not to my liking. well, i have to go now bye all